| Location | Born In Portsmouth |
| Age | 29 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 17/08/1977 |
| Date of Death | 02/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,790 since 20/08/2007 |
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James Buck.
17th August 1977 - 2nd March 2007.
Aged 29
Grew up in Leicestershire.
Wherever he layed his hat, that was his home!
In April 2005 James was diagnosed with Testicular Cancer which over a period of two years took over
his body.
We lost him in March 2007 despite him trying never to let the illness beat him.
He was a strong character with an awesome sense of humour who so many people loved.
He filled his life with so many adventures and saw so many thimgs that he did in fact have a good
life but it was so short lived, he would always say that he would never see his 30th birthday and he
was right.
Not enough people know what happened in those two years of his illness but I want people to know
that my mum deserves an award for her courage throughout this time battling the cancer by
James'bedside. She is a wonderful woman and I hope that she will find peace knowing that he is now
safe.
I wish there were things I could have told him and that he could have seen my son Euan grow ing up
who was born 6th April 2006 and was adored by James.
I want to tell him I love him, I miss him, and that I'm sorry for all the hurt youv'e been through
and I 'm sorry I wasn't stronger for you.
I love you James you are my big brother i think of you everyday x x x x
Hey Bro, thinking about you alot as usual, Euan now says your name properly when he sees photos of you, wish you could be here to see his beautiful little face and enjoy some of the laughs we have with him, he's got a great sense of humour you two would've have loved each other so much. He even eats its pudding first like you used to. Miss you so much James we never had enough time together, Daz misses you too, wishes you were his golfing partner again.
Love you miss you
Your little sis xxxxxxx
Went to your special place today James still cant believe you have gone . and how much you suffered at the end emotionally and physically the pain for me is too much at times that i never got to say goodbye to you I will love you for ever my son Mum xxx
2 years today since you left us
I would give all i have in body and soul to have you back my son the pain is too much to bear at times an then i think of your strength and pride and feel worthless i hope you know how much you are loved and missed James our little family is incomplete without you and will never be the same.Your heartbroken Mum xxxx
Your anniversary x
Its your anniversay on Monday, I wish that we were all going out for lunch together with you instead of in memory of you. I miss you so much lately, doing things that I know you would love to be doing with us and that you would give us encouragement to do when we don't dare.
I think about you everyday and know that you are safe and happy where you are.
I love you James, so much.
Your ickle sister xxxxx
You are so near to me and i miss you so much, try to think of you sitting on a cloud looking down on me and urging me to carry on with my life but i miss our special relationship losing you has left me incomplete and bereft. I hope you know how much i loved you and still do i wish i could hug you and tell you just once more. MUM XX
Christmas Without You
Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
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to leave my love xxxxxxxx
As you release this butterfly in honour of me,
know that I'm with you and will always be.
Hold a hand, say a prayer, close your eyes and see me there.
Although you may feel a bit torn apart,
please know that I'll be forever in your heart.
Now fly away butterfly as high as you can go,
I'm right there with you more than you know.
xxxxx
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Go ahead and mention my loved one,
The one that died, you know.
Don't worry about hurting me further.
The depth of my pain doesn't show.
Don't worry about making me cry,
I am already crying inside.
Help me to heal by releasing the tears that I try to hide.
I am hurt when you just keep silent,
Pretending they did not exist.
I'd rather you mention my loved one,
knowing that they has been missed.
You ask me how I was doing,
I say "pretty good", or "fine."
But healing is something ongoing
I feel it will take a lifetime.
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